Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Life Changed Tonight

A decision was made without looking at consequence.
Life changed tonight
Selfishness took over sacrifice
Life Changed Tonight.
Experience was so unkind longing for the hurt of others to be numbed.
Life changed tonight.
A guardian angel watched over and provided protection from harms way
Life changed tonight.
That lesson needed to be learned to avoid permanent pain, suffering and loss
Life Changed tonight.
Tears have been cried, anger fills up inside and humiliation does not escape the mind.
Life Changed Tonight.
Respect and integrity stripped away and the question remains .

Do I deserve to get this back?

Each day passes regret and remorse are carried in my being. That cold winter image embedded in my mind for a life time.

My Angel I am happy that I am here talking to you. Every morning I awake I will look up to you and thank you for protecting me and being my guiding light.

Forever and Always you will be my shining star.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Goodbye to Romance

As I say goodbye to Romance for now and travel on a new path
where it will lead me at this point I don't know. Perhaps a new beginning or great adventure.

I leave romance and say thank you for the knowledge I have gained. Hopefully this will take me on a better path and make me a more stronger person than I already was to begin with.

Sometimes we let our expectations rule our outlook on love and create pressures on ourselves to find a complete bond.

Things go bad for whatever reason there are too many scenarios that lead us to contemplate, reflect and say how come or what if. When we should ask what have I gained? Where am I going to let this take me? I guess we never know why or how but one thing I can say is that in all the bad that travels in our constant quest for "The One" there is good to be gained.

The best lesson learned is to take things slow and let love flow...Don't go looking for love let it find you. Don't allow pressures or fears clogged your image of what love is the best guidance to love is through your soul.

Nobody wants to be lonely in life....Sometimes there is no choice but we all control who we let in our lives...Some are lovers and some are beautiful experiences. Others are valuable lessons.

To all my single Guys and Gals take your time it will happen and when it does ever essence of your being will tell you.

Before your know it your quest for love is found let is blossom into a unity for a lifetime.