Well here we are another holiday season is coming to an end and we say goodbye to 2006 and hello to 2007.
All have rejoiced and enjoyed good times. As we try to get back into our routines we are tired exhausted in every way.
Isn't it ironic? How we all were feeling this very same way prior to the holiday season. Now the cycle repeats itself until the clock strikes twelve and we all pull out our list of resolutions and memorize and work toward all the changes we plan to make in the coming year.
Question? Why does it take a new year to implement change? When we have so many opportunities to implement change everyday of our lives. It just a matter of making a commitment to yourself and sticking to it.
Are we scared to change? Are we afraid to fail? Are we to programmed and fear to break the cycle?
All these questions remain. We all have the answers, and yet fear to face the questions.
So when you go into 2007 and life throws you a curve ball catch it and throw it back into the field instead of looking at it as a failure take it as a challenge. Reflect on the knowledge you have gained and where you can take that knowledge. Next thing you know you have made a change. It is that easy really.
Think about it we are all put here to succeed in the course of life. For some the lessons are easy and for others it takes a few failures to pass the course.
Don't let the calender change you! Experience life and make the changes you need to get to the next chapter in the storybook of life. Otherwise you will be back to square one and life will come to a halt. Old and gray you will reflect what could have been and what should have been.
You have the knowledge and power to make it happen the way you want it.
Use it otherwise you will loose it!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Separated Hearts
The connection came the day you walked in when everyone walked out
Each passing moment was a memory created and a longing for the next time our eyes would meet.
Weeks passed time ticked away. The day came where I was awakened with your warm heart beating next to mine. It happened I was your lady and you were my man.
A year had passed memories embeded in our hearts. Our souls once separated now connected with the chemistry we created.
That year turned into years with love shining bright. Hearts burning with desire and passion. An everlasting journey to the future as one being.
Writing the story of our life one moment at a time. Now moments have turned into memories and the question remains.
Where did your heart go?
Did you fill it with fear?
Did you finally look deep inside and found no more place for me?
Hearts drifting apart. Confusion filling the mind.
In search of the answers holding on and hoping these feelings will disappear. Yet they don't. It continues to play in my mind over and over.
It had to be decided for me for you for us. To have all or nothing at all. You were patient with me and I was patient with you.
I never meant to hurt you and wanted to love you for an eternity. My heart tells me the time has come for me to let you leave my life. Questions of the heart fill my mind. My soul decides what is best for you. To let you go so that I can grow and appreciate love the way you showed me. You loved me more than I loved myself.
Our journey has come to an end and it is time to dream another dream.
This dream is over my love.
Each passing moment was a memory created and a longing for the next time our eyes would meet.
Weeks passed time ticked away. The day came where I was awakened with your warm heart beating next to mine. It happened I was your lady and you were my man.
A year had passed memories embeded in our hearts. Our souls once separated now connected with the chemistry we created.
That year turned into years with love shining bright. Hearts burning with desire and passion. An everlasting journey to the future as one being.
Writing the story of our life one moment at a time. Now moments have turned into memories and the question remains.
Where did your heart go?
Did you fill it with fear?
Did you finally look deep inside and found no more place for me?
Hearts drifting apart. Confusion filling the mind.
In search of the answers holding on and hoping these feelings will disappear. Yet they don't. It continues to play in my mind over and over.
It had to be decided for me for you for us. To have all or nothing at all. You were patient with me and I was patient with you.
I never meant to hurt you and wanted to love you for an eternity. My heart tells me the time has come for me to let you leave my life. Questions of the heart fill my mind. My soul decides what is best for you. To let you go so that I can grow and appreciate love the way you showed me. You loved me more than I loved myself.
Our journey has come to an end and it is time to dream another dream.
This dream is over my love.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Different Corners
Sitting alone I see you suffering in silence. Sadened to see you this way.
Wanting to reach out to you. But your miles away.
Wanting to break this wall between us but pride is your barrier
You fail to see the damage you are doing.
Your role is to guide and protect. Confusing guidance with dictating ways. Creating this distance between us failing to see the importance of our unity.
Pride consoles you now. Time will teach you that a being should be nutured and loved
Not judged and cross examined. Now we are divided into seperate corners, The time has come to detach from the toxic vibes and heal with positivity.
It hurts to much to see you this way. Time will help us heal but for now foolish pride is our sheild.
Wanting to reach out to you. But your miles away.
Wanting to break this wall between us but pride is your barrier
You fail to see the damage you are doing.
Your role is to guide and protect. Confusing guidance with dictating ways. Creating this distance between us failing to see the importance of our unity.
Pride consoles you now. Time will teach you that a being should be nutured and loved
Not judged and cross examined. Now we are divided into seperate corners, The time has come to detach from the toxic vibes and heal with positivity.
It hurts to much to see you this way. Time will help us heal but for now foolish pride is our sheild.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Something to Think About!
As life passes us by each day and time ticks by before you know it 10 years have past and we think where has the time gone? How did I get here? What did I do to get here? Where do I need to go?
Where has the time gone? This will always be one of lifes un answered questions. Human nature has programmed us into robotic cycle. Where we have the typical 9-5 day. Then when the weekend comes we try to cram so much into two days and before you know it Monday morning you awake more exausted then the Friday afternoon when you were trying to make that 5:00 deadline.
Choice- To take that 9-5 job so that you can bulid a financial nest where you spend more time building the nest then time enjoying the funds in the nest. Reality it is a need to survive in the world we know.
How did I get here? Ask yourself what choices did I make? and reflect was it worth the time? Did I hurt anyone to get here? Am I truly happy or just blaming society for a personal short coming.
I look around each day and see a variety of people but as years pass in my travel I see less and less people smiling and more and more people frustrated, tense and even angry.
Who do you blame? Society? The choices you made in life? Does anyone need to blamed? or is this our way of healing the subconcious thought that maybe you made a bad choice.
My point is that we are all given the gift of choice and we should really take the time to unwrap this rather than take it for granted.
Use this gift to help deal with emotions good and bad. If someone upsets you remind yourself that you choose to let that person control your feelings. Solution? Make the choice of not allowing yourself to be controlled by that individual or circumstance and leave it in your hands to change that bad or uneasy feeling into a postivie.
We have the power. At times fail to use it.
Some choices are made for us that we can't change. Just remember that life is a gift given to us to unwrap and we need to enjoy each treasure we find in a hope that we travel more balanced in our journey through life.
Where has the time gone? This will always be one of lifes un answered questions. Human nature has programmed us into robotic cycle. Where we have the typical 9-5 day. Then when the weekend comes we try to cram so much into two days and before you know it Monday morning you awake more exausted then the Friday afternoon when you were trying to make that 5:00 deadline.
Choice- To take that 9-5 job so that you can bulid a financial nest where you spend more time building the nest then time enjoying the funds in the nest. Reality it is a need to survive in the world we know.
How did I get here? Ask yourself what choices did I make? and reflect was it worth the time? Did I hurt anyone to get here? Am I truly happy or just blaming society for a personal short coming.
I look around each day and see a variety of people but as years pass in my travel I see less and less people smiling and more and more people frustrated, tense and even angry.
Who do you blame? Society? The choices you made in life? Does anyone need to blamed? or is this our way of healing the subconcious thought that maybe you made a bad choice.
My point is that we are all given the gift of choice and we should really take the time to unwrap this rather than take it for granted.
Use this gift to help deal with emotions good and bad. If someone upsets you remind yourself that you choose to let that person control your feelings. Solution? Make the choice of not allowing yourself to be controlled by that individual or circumstance and leave it in your hands to change that bad or uneasy feeling into a postivie.
We have the power. At times fail to use it.
Some choices are made for us that we can't change. Just remember that life is a gift given to us to unwrap and we need to enjoy each treasure we find in a hope that we travel more balanced in our journey through life.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
ANGEL OF MINE
Another lesson learned and knowledge gained. Should have known better and now the memory remains. Meaning to love you only to destroy you.
One of a kind love that takes years to make. The fool that I am was to blind to appreciate what you were giving to me. Instead I continued to railroad you into a corner where you felt that you had no choice but to cut me loose.
The tears I cry are for the times you were by my side and I was miles away. The tears I cry are for the times you held my hand and breathed life back into me when the whole world walked out and shut the door on me.
Missing you each day I have to say that I am sorry more than words can explains
Your door is closed and now the story has come to an end.
Lost inside frightened this little girl hides in fear. Having to face the next lesson. The lesson of loniness when all you wanted to do was love me and make me feel whole. A piece of me is missing and I realize it was love but now too many tears and too many I am sorries the only thing I can do is let you go.
Thank you angel for shining down on me and sheltering me from all the devils pray.
In heaven we will meet one day
One of a kind love that takes years to make. The fool that I am was to blind to appreciate what you were giving to me. Instead I continued to railroad you into a corner where you felt that you had no choice but to cut me loose.
The tears I cry are for the times you were by my side and I was miles away. The tears I cry are for the times you held my hand and breathed life back into me when the whole world walked out and shut the door on me.
Missing you each day I have to say that I am sorry more than words can explains
Your door is closed and now the story has come to an end.
Lost inside frightened this little girl hides in fear. Having to face the next lesson. The lesson of loniness when all you wanted to do was love me and make me feel whole. A piece of me is missing and I realize it was love but now too many tears and too many I am sorries the only thing I can do is let you go.
Thank you angel for shining down on me and sheltering me from all the devils pray.
In heaven we will meet one day
Saturday, October 28, 2006
The Guiding Hand
Your guiding hand has slipped away
The one that fed me when I was hungry
The one that touched my forehead when I had a fever
The one that held it in her hand when I felt so scared inside
The one that offered salvation when the world became chaotic
The one that cradled me when my heart was broken
I feel so lost without you but I know your guiding light shines in my heart each day. While I know that you do not want me to grieve.
I raise my hands to heaven and pray that you watch over me and turn my tears of sorrow into laughter. It hurts to let you go but I know in my heart you would not want my pain to grow.
You showed me inspiration, to love and not to judge, to nuture and not to abandon.
Today and for the rest of my life you will be with me and while God has taken you as one of his angels I know the day will come when your shining star will light up my life and take away the darkness in my heart today.
I was lucky to have a mother like you and now god has a new angel. I may not be ready now but the day will come where I have to leave you to God to protect, nuture, and make your light shine bright each day. Just as you did each day of my life.
Thank you mother my friend, my shining star, my angel of hope I will always love you each day that remains of my life and pray for the day we meet again. Tonight I will look to the stars and will thank you for the life you gave me.
Forever and always you will be in my heart.
The one that fed me when I was hungry
The one that touched my forehead when I had a fever
The one that held it in her hand when I felt so scared inside
The one that offered salvation when the world became chaotic
The one that cradled me when my heart was broken
I feel so lost without you but I know your guiding light shines in my heart each day. While I know that you do not want me to grieve.
I raise my hands to heaven and pray that you watch over me and turn my tears of sorrow into laughter. It hurts to let you go but I know in my heart you would not want my pain to grow.
You showed me inspiration, to love and not to judge, to nuture and not to abandon.
Today and for the rest of my life you will be with me and while God has taken you as one of his angels I know the day will come when your shining star will light up my life and take away the darkness in my heart today.
I was lucky to have a mother like you and now god has a new angel. I may not be ready now but the day will come where I have to leave you to God to protect, nuture, and make your light shine bright each day. Just as you did each day of my life.
Thank you mother my friend, my shining star, my angel of hope I will always love you each day that remains of my life and pray for the day we meet again. Tonight I will look to the stars and will thank you for the life you gave me.
Forever and always you will be in my heart.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Crying for Salvation
A roadblock in life has chipped away at her being. Toxins have entered her mind. A strong willed woman now weakened into a scared child searching for shelter and answers to her pain. She fights with her demonds wants to let them go. Hoping to find salvation but ends up asking why me?
Day by day she hurts and feels abandoned. The pain buried in sorrow and fear. She searches for that day of rejoice when laughter and warmth bring peace to her once calm world.
She questions again....How did things get so cloudy? When everything seemed so clear?
Frightened child clear your mind. Don't blame yourself for you did not ask for this cross to bear. Hope awaits you to awaken you from these cluttered thoughts.
I have been sent to give you salvation from the battles you fight inside. Take my hand. I will guide you on this journey and help you bring serenity to this chaos you feel now. Lonely no more you will never be. Those tears for salvation can be cried upon me.
Lets take this journey together and follow the guiding light that leads the path to salvation.
Day by day she hurts and feels abandoned. The pain buried in sorrow and fear. She searches for that day of rejoice when laughter and warmth bring peace to her once calm world.
She questions again....How did things get so cloudy? When everything seemed so clear?
Frightened child clear your mind. Don't blame yourself for you did not ask for this cross to bear. Hope awaits you to awaken you from these cluttered thoughts.
I have been sent to give you salvation from the battles you fight inside. Take my hand. I will guide you on this journey and help you bring serenity to this chaos you feel now. Lonely no more you will never be. Those tears for salvation can be cried upon me.
Lets take this journey together and follow the guiding light that leads the path to salvation.
Monday, April 24, 2006
Believe to receive
Believe to Receive:
A very common concept that so many complicate. If something does not go as planed. Why do some of us cast it out as a failure and stop striving for that goal(s) again.
I was talking to a colleague of mine at work who has been going to the gym and looking good as each day passes I applauded her for her efforts and determination to achieve her goal. She then tells me that she has given up on her quest for a man in her life and I told her that Mr. Right is out there waiting to meet her and he can't find her if she does not make that effort. If she did not go to they gym then she would not have gotten the results she received. She believed and received.
I smiled and suggested that maybe her timing is was not right and to give it time. Automatically she said that I am her subconscious thought that takes forever to come out of her and her name is Mandy.......
We all have that little voice inside that says I can but for some reason we loose focus and tend to block it out by I can't.
It comes down to is simple perspective. If we change our perspective into something positive then ultimately we are gaining self growth and building ourselves into stronger beings than we already are.
The problem? We are scared of change..... and hide in our box of thought
Lets look at that that man,woman, sibling or friend who hurt you or made you mad. Sure it stinks and some of us become cynical and drown in self pitty thinking the problem is within and think that the perfect relationship, perfect family will never exist. Or maybe you can't be the perfect friend or perfect wife.
The focus of these experiences should be on the lesson(s) learned on the good that came out of the situation instead of resenting and questioning what could have been our should have been. Ask yourself How can I make it better? What path am I going to take to get me there? And use your caution guards going forward.
We have to stop striving for perfection I am not saying loose your goals in life. Perfection is a self created pressure we put on ourselves that can lead to some heartaches and disappointments. What we should focus on our ambition to be the best that we can be and search for the best path to get to our goals in life at the end of the day take pride knowing that you gave your 110%.
When we stop believing our positive thoughts become weakened by those negative and cynical thoughts that eventually stop us from moving forward. Next thing you know you are a Rock in a Hard Place.
If the focus stays on the positive eventually the end result will be a profitable one. I don't just mean monetary. It may not be as quick as you want it but be patient and know that it is a matter of time before your goal(s) aspirations are received.
Believe and you will receive..............
A very common concept that so many complicate. If something does not go as planed. Why do some of us cast it out as a failure and stop striving for that goal(s) again.
I was talking to a colleague of mine at work who has been going to the gym and looking good as each day passes I applauded her for her efforts and determination to achieve her goal. She then tells me that she has given up on her quest for a man in her life and I told her that Mr. Right is out there waiting to meet her and he can't find her if she does not make that effort. If she did not go to they gym then she would not have gotten the results she received. She believed and received.
I smiled and suggested that maybe her timing is was not right and to give it time. Automatically she said that I am her subconscious thought that takes forever to come out of her and her name is Mandy.......
We all have that little voice inside that says I can but for some reason we loose focus and tend to block it out by I can't.
It comes down to is simple perspective. If we change our perspective into something positive then ultimately we are gaining self growth and building ourselves into stronger beings than we already are.
The problem? We are scared of change..... and hide in our box of thought
Lets look at that that man,woman, sibling or friend who hurt you or made you mad. Sure it stinks and some of us become cynical and drown in self pitty thinking the problem is within and think that the perfect relationship, perfect family will never exist. Or maybe you can't be the perfect friend or perfect wife.
The focus of these experiences should be on the lesson(s) learned on the good that came out of the situation instead of resenting and questioning what could have been our should have been. Ask yourself How can I make it better? What path am I going to take to get me there? And use your caution guards going forward.
We have to stop striving for perfection I am not saying loose your goals in life. Perfection is a self created pressure we put on ourselves that can lead to some heartaches and disappointments. What we should focus on our ambition to be the best that we can be and search for the best path to get to our goals in life at the end of the day take pride knowing that you gave your 110%.
When we stop believing our positive thoughts become weakened by those negative and cynical thoughts that eventually stop us from moving forward. Next thing you know you are a Rock in a Hard Place.
If the focus stays on the positive eventually the end result will be a profitable one. I don't just mean monetary. It may not be as quick as you want it but be patient and know that it is a matter of time before your goal(s) aspirations are received.
Believe and you will receive..............
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